The Day God Died

Twenty-eight years ago, my relationship with God shifted on this one discovery—Jesus did not die to appease the wrath of an offended God. Instead, he died holding our sin and shame in the all-encompassing presence of the Father until it was consumed in his love, and our redemption was won.

As we approach this Easter season and commemorate his death and resurrection, I am overwhelmed with gratitude that I was able to hear a more complete story of the atonement than the one I was raised to believe. I cringe to think how the crucifixion story will be told in so many places over the next couple of days and the double-talk many preachers will have to employ to make their vengeful deity appear loving. What Jesus did was not to ward off an angry Father but to open the way into a love so rich and deep it will transform everything about the way we live and think.

I wrote an article in 2010 to summarize what I share about the cross in He Loves Me, Transitions, podcasts, and in countless conversations around the world. Until we get the Atonement story right, we will never be able to see our Father for who he is and come to him with confidence. I am reprinting it here to remind us all that salvation was a work of redemption by a gracious Father.

Something about the story made me cringe every time I heard it, and since I grew up a Baptist, I heard it a lot: To satisfy His need for justice and His demand for holiness, God sentenced His own Son to death in the brutal agony of crucifixion as punishment for the failures and excesses of humanity.

Don’t get me wrong. I want as much mercy as I can get. If someone else wants to take a punishment I deserve and I get off scot-free, I’m fine with that. But what does this narrative force us to conclude about the nature of God?

As we approach Easter, the crucifixion story most often told paints God as an angry, blood-thirsty deity whose appetite for vengeance can only be satisfied by the death of an innocent—the most compassionate and gracious human that ever lived. Am I the only one who struggles with that? The case could be made that it makes God not much different from Molech, Baal or any of the other false deities that required human sacrifice to sate their uncontrollable rage.

We wouldn’t think this story an act of love from anyone else. If you offend me, and the only way I can forgive you is to satisfy my need for justice by directing the full force of my anger for you onto my own son by beating him to death, you probably wouldn’t think me worth knowing. You certainly wouldn’t think of me as loving. And this solution ostensibly comes from the God who asks us as mere humans to forgive others without seeking vengeance. Is He demanding that we be more gracious than He is?

Many of the Old Testament writers did look forward to the cross as a sacrifice that would satisfy God, and they used the language of punishment to explain it. But the New Testament writers looking back through the redemption of the cross saw it very differently. They didn’t see it as the act of an angry God seeking restitution, but the self-giving of a loving God to rescue broken humanity.

Their picture of the cross does not present God as a brutalizing tyrant expending His anger on an innocent victim, but as a loving Father whose Son took the devastation of our failures and held it in the consuming power of His love until sin was destroyed and a portal opened for us to re-engage a trusting relationship with the God of the universe. The New Testament writers saw the cross not as a sacrifice God needed in order to love us, but one we needed to be reconciled to Him.

One of my best friends died of melanoma almost two years ago. Doctors tried to destroy the cancer with the most aggressive chemotherapy they could pour into his body. In the end, it wasn’t enough. The dose needed to kill his melanoma would have killed him first. That was God’s dilemma in wanting to rescue us. The passion He had to cure our sin would overwhelm us before the work was done. Only God Himself could endure the regimen of healing our brokenness demanded.

So He took our place. He embraced our disease by becoming sin itself, and then drank the antidote that would consume sin in His own body. This is substitutionary atonement. He took our place because He was the only one that could endure the cure for our sin. God’s purpose in the cross was not to defend His holiness by punishing Jesus instead of us, but to destroy sin in the only vessel that could hold it until—in God’s passion—sin was destroyed.

Perhaps we need to rethink the crucifixion in line with those early believers. God was not there brutalizing His Son as retribution for our failures; He was loving us through the Son in a way that would set us free to know Him and transform us to be like Him.

Now that’s a God worth knowing.

All that God did in his Son was because he wanted to invite you out of the bondage of sin and shame to a tender place he prepared in his heart for you. Don’t see a terrifying God behind the death of Jesus, but a Father weeping in his love for all his lost children.

What incredible lengths they went to so that we could enjoy life inside their love!


11 thoughts on “The Day God Died”

  1. Pingback: The Day God Died | Lifestream – The Faith Herald

  2. So beautiful Wayne! Your sweet words of truth speak deeply into my bursting heart and flowing tears of joy and gratitude.

    Happy Easter to you, Sara and the family.

  3. Wayne, like you I grew up in a strict Baptist church, learning of the devastating wrath of a God that was only satisfied by killing his own son. I could imagine my own violent father beating me to death to satisfy his anger. I convinced myself that I “loved” God because if I didn’t succeed in purely loving him he would burn me for all eternity in hell. Somehow pretending to love God was a better alternative.
    The first time I heard you speak on this subject (in my 30s) it put me into a tailspin for almost five years. I’ve never been able to express my feelings and thoughts, but I knew my relationship with him was a fraud but if that was how God defined love I didn’t want it anyway.
    That revelation of the truth of a loving God has totally transformed the second half of my life. It also transformed my earthly father.

    Thank You!!!

    I now live in the freedom and joy of a relationship with a loving God that sees my worst sin and isn’t threatened or angry but calls me to himself to heal my brokenness… again and again. We truly have a God of pure love.

    May God bless your journey,

  4. I remember the night that I was reading He Loves Me many years ago for the first time. While I was reading the part of the book about Jesus being the antidote for sin, it was if someone turned on the light in my realization of this truth and I sat straight up in bed and woke my husband up(I just had to share this with him). Ever since I’ve been on a journey to better understand how to live loved, it has changed everything for me for the was by accident that I came across Waynes website, now looking back I know it was God calling me to find a better life and new understanding. I’m forever grateful to Wayne and Lifestream Ministries for the books, blog and podcast. To help us learn about how loved we truly are🙏🙏🙏

  5. Thanks for posting Wayne. How refreshing that God is Himself and not as we often imagine Him to be.

  6. A perfect view of the Father’s love for us. Thanks for presenting it in the way you have.

  7. Thank you for your insight. What does this scripture mean in light of what said? “ Yes it pleased the LORD to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the LORD shall prosper in his hand.”

    I appreciate your explanation.

    1. Hi Sandara. GREAT question. Taken on its own, that statement shapes God as desiring vengeance and filled with bloodlust. Remember, though, these are Old Testament writers seeing the sacrifice as similar to what the false gods in Canaan wanted. They are looking forward to the cross through the grid of shame, unable to understand its fullness. That’s why we lean on the New Testament writers who write back about the cross in a very different language. They talk of it as reconciliation, not vengeance. The pleasure of the Lord was not in the crushing or bruising of his beloved Son. His pleasure comes with the fruit of the sacrifice, which is our redemption.

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