I Love Watching God Change People

Still no baby yet! My daughter is beginning to feel some contractions this afternoon, however, so it might not be long. Until then, I thought I’d share with you the transformtion going on in a life. Last week I got this email from a brother I met this fall and whose group I got to hang out with for a weekend. Here’s how he summed up what God is doing in his life and then my response follows:

My wife and I just listened to a bit of disc 2 in The Security of Father’s Love. Man did that speak to me. I find myself constantly trying harder, only to find myself falling short time and time again. I also tend to question the sincerity of my heart. I know I just need to accept the fact that God loves me and there is nothing that I have ever done, or could do that would diminish that one bit. Why does that seem easier said than done? What have I done to myself to get me to think this way? Perhaps I have not been truly trusting God to be God. Maybe I have been more focused on changing God under the premise of changing myself. He is what he is and there is nothing I can do to change him. I just need to pray to him that I accept who he is and not what I have tried to create him to be.

On the home front I am very excited about what has been happening in my home. Ami and I have been inviting over lots of people to our house. Almost all of them are nonbelievers. I believe that God has put them in our path for a reason. As a matter of fact, God is really expanding my horizons because a few of them are gay. Don’t get me wrong, I am not a gay basher but I never would have thought to invite them into my home under the guise of keeping my children free from impurities. What a Pharisee! I now see that if my children do realize that they are gay, I have a wonderful opportunity to show them that we can love the person unconditionally and yet not approve of their choices.

Looking back, I was trying to find other Christians to invite over, but now I feel that I had it all wrong. While I was focusing on other Christians to fellowship with and to make friendships with, I was completely missing the people standing right in front of me. I have found a lot of people that really do appreciate both friendship and an invitation to our house. Even though they are nonbelievers, there is a certain fellowship there. I am not going to look for the first opportunity to pounce on them with some nifty Bible verses, but rather I am just going to be there friend. If God presents an opportunity to share the Truth, then that will be obvious and I will be willing to do so. The last thing I want to do is get in God’s way.

Love your journey, love your heart and love what God is showing you. When you get over that hump of somehow having to earn Father’s affection, you won’t believe the freedom or transformation on the other side. I wish I could just throw you over it, but this is something Father reserves for himself. It happens just like it is happening in you… You see some things, wonder about some other things, keep drawing near, learn to ignore the guilt, follow him, follow him, follow him. And then one day it is different. The old nagging thoughts are gone and a new freedom blossoms. You won’t be able to take credit for it, but simply sit in awe at Father’s working….

If I knew of a way of hurrying that I would give it to you. I guess you can’t rush freedom. He is working at the deepest core of your being to set his life freely there and let it flow out of you. And I love how God is giving you a heart for folks around you! Even unbelievers. Great stuff!

But I do hope you’re enjoying the ride, because it’s going to be tough to get off the coater at this point…

2 thoughts on “I Love Watching God Change People”

  1. Thanks for sharing this with us, Wayne. I can relate to this brother’s struggle to find that freedom and rest in experience that belongs to us in reality. I also like hearing what he is doing in his home.


  2. Thanks for sharing this with us, Wayne. I can relate to this brother’s struggle to find that freedom and rest in experience that belongs to us in reality. I also like hearing what he is doing in his home.


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