Revival is Right Here!

Sara and I are off to Toledo and the Detroit area for the weekend. As I wind things up today I am overwhelmed with joy at the way Jesus changes people and how he opens their eyes. I got this from a twenty-year old sister this morning who hales from the Pacific Northwest. She gave me permission to post her story because I thought it would encourage others of you who are at a similar place in the journey.

Wow! What a journey it has been for me since reading your book, So You Don’t Want to Go to Church Anymore. Your book of truth has brought me to a whole new level of deepness, since my not being involved with the institution.

My journey thus far, having spent 20 years on God’s beautiful green earth, has been centered around the system of what is referred to as the modern day church. I have been brought up in the institution, and I have done the time. From accountability teams, to door to door outreach teams, and just about every leadership role in the system, besides the role as Pastor, I have been there. I fully understand the depth of your book, and how the importance of being a follower of Christ is not, and should have never been, based on, “What can I do? What program or organization can I be involved with to be a good Christian and show the world I am a light and not like them? Nevertheless, I harbor a deep love for those caught up in the system, and I passionately crave for them to one day understand it’s not about rules and programs. It’s about the Father of Lights, the One who desires full relationship. The One who craves for us to sit on His lap like a Father, and talk to Him. Just talk to Him.

It has been so hard for me to be able to explain to those caught up in the system, where I am at with my loving Father and why I do not attend an institution. I find myself at a loss of words when it comes too people questioning why I don’t go to church anymore, and why I don’t join outreach teams anymore, or how come I am not on the praise team playing my drums. So many questions, and so little answers I have been able to conjure up to come out of my mouth. My desire is to fully love, and to know what it means to be fully loved. How does one try to explain the question, “Why?”

My parents, my friends, and those I have worked with in the system, ask me, “Why are you doing this? How come you aren’t involved anymore? We never see you at church, and we are worried for you.” I have the same answer for all who ask me questions as these, “I have found my Love. I have found the one that hung out with sinners and loved on them. I have found the one we say we have programs for. I have found the Jesus that loves every man the same, He is my Love, the One who first found me.”

I have chased revival, I gave up everything in plans of moving to attend a school of the supernatural. I tell you, what a change I have come to. And thank God for that! Revival is right here in my heart with the new journey! THE GOD JOURNEY! I am starting a whole new life on this journey! Having literally nothing but God, is beautiful! Scary and challenging at times, but let’s roll!

Thank you for spending countless hours and days and years, writing this book so a 20 year old such as myself, can say, I’m not alone on this journey, there are others who understand true love. The love of Jesus. The relentless tenderness of His desire for us to just live life freely, with no system of have to’s or binding rules. The foundation on my heart, which has been knocked down and rebuilt, is finally being built up again, but this time, being built with the Chief Cornerstone, Papa. Thank you again, for sharing your journey, and allowing me to again build this foundation of living freely with my Abba.

Gotta love it!

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22 Comments
  1. Dave A October 8, 2008 at 7:24 pm

    Beautiful!

  2. Stephen October 8, 2008 at 7:29 pm

    I like this “Why” question: “Why do you ‘go’ to ‘church’?”

  3. Dave A October 8, 2008 at 10:24 pm

    Beautiful!

  4. Stephen October 8, 2008 at 10:29 pm

    I like this “Why” question: “Why do you ‘go’ to ‘church’?”

  5. Fran October 9, 2008 at 7:19 am

    What a wonderful phrase, “I have found my Love”!

  6. Kathy October 9, 2008 at 8:09 am

    What courage it takes to step out of the institution. I am not there yet but I have been in it a lot longer – 52 years. I am still seeking this kind of love relationship with the Father. Is it possible to have that type of relationship and remain in the institution of an organized church?

  7. Fran October 9, 2008 at 10:19 am

    What a wonderful phrase, “I have found my Love”!

  8. Kathy October 9, 2008 at 11:09 am

    What courage it takes to step out of the institution. I am not there yet but I have been in it a lot longer – 52 years. I am still seeking this kind of love relationship with the Father. Is it possible to have that type of relationship and remain in the institution of an organized church?

  9. Brad October 14, 2008 at 6:23 pm

    So cool. And catholics think they have the corner on saints.
    God loves you and has a wounderful plan for your life,death and reserecton.

  10. Brad October 14, 2008 at 9:23 pm

    So cool. And catholics think they have the corner on saints.
    God loves you and has a wounderful plan for your life,death and reserecton.

  11. Getting There October 23, 2008 at 7:44 am

    HI, how do I find this book “so you don’t want go to church anymore?” I need to read it!!!!

  12. Getting There October 23, 2008 at 7:50 am

    I ask this as I am in South AFrica.. I would need to set up a pay pal account? how long would it take to get to me? are there any book stores here is South africa that I can order from?

  13. Getting There October 23, 2008 at 10:44 am

    HI, how do I find this book “so you don’t want go to church anymore?” I need to read it!!!!

  14. Getting There October 23, 2008 at 10:50 am

    I ask this as I am in South AFrica.. I would need to set up a pay pal account? how long would it take to get to me? are there any book stores here is South africa that I can order from?

  15. Wayne October 24, 2008 at 6:42 am

    For South Africa, the best place to get books would be Emoyeni Publishing: http://www.emoyenipublishing.com/

  16. Wayne October 24, 2008 at 9:42 am

    For South Africa, the best place to get books would be Emoyeni Publishing: http://www.emoyenipublishing.com/

  17. Getting There October 30, 2008 at 6:21 am

    Thank you, I will check it out. i have noticed on some blogs they have your logo. Is there a possibility to get the widget code thing to place it on my blog?

    Thanks for the reply! 🙂

  18. Getting There October 30, 2008 at 9:21 am

    Thank you, I will check it out. i have noticed on some blogs they have your logo. Is there a possibility to get the widget code thing to place it on my blog?

    Thanks for the reply! 🙂

  19. Dallas December 4, 2008 at 9:10 am

    Wow this is awesome. This is almost exactly my same story and I’m 21.
    Does anyone know who wrote this to Wayne? Would be good to get in touch with them!

  20. Dallas December 4, 2008 at 12:10 pm

    Wow this is awesome. This is almost exactly my same story and I’m 21.
    Does anyone know who wrote this to Wayne? Would be good to get in touch with them!

  21. Kristie January 9, 2009 at 9:31 pm

    This reply is too Dallas… Dallas my name is Kristie, I am the person who wrote the about letter to Wayne. I would as well enjoy sharing with you this journey that we are on. Feel free to e-mail.

    Blessings,
    Kristie
    kristiegrooms@yahoo.com

  22. Kristie January 10, 2009 at 12:31 am

    This reply is too Dallas… Dallas my name is Kristie, I am the person who wrote the about letter to Wayne. I would as well enjoy sharing with you this journey that we are on. Feel free to e-mail.

    Blessings,
    Kristie
    kristiegrooms@yahoo.com

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